Unforgettable fondness

Fondness is not beautiful as I used to think because once it used to hurt me without any mercy, until now this feeling’s still in my mind. Every time when I fall in love with someone, that feeling’s going to pop up in my mind immediately. This is the worst memorial loving story that happened in my childhood, I thought that everything on this world is very beautiful: there are full of love, mercy, funny, wish, warmth, peace and happiness in my innocence eyes. I seldom received the feeling like sadness, disappointment and regret genuinely because my lovely family took care me as the prince of the house. Nevertheless, I have to face more with the truth when I grow up. Many years ago, I fell in love with somebody who was my classmate. I was very happy when I was close to him. My face would turn to be red like a mature apple. Moreover, my heart beat in the wrong step, and more power as if it would jump out of my chest, this time is so wonderful. Anyway, when I told him that I loved him for a long period, he couldn’t accept my first innocence love. After that, he never talks to me as usual, even if looking at my face. This was the worst situation which I faced with my pure sight. In addition, this situation made me know how much the ferocity the world has, and made me grow up more than ever. Thus this is the big wound that make me fear, and don’t dare to love anyone who I like.