‘Give Me a Break’

When I must study too much during a day, I might get the tension, especially when I studied three subjects as my schedule and one make up class of another subject in one day. And then the teacher of each subject often give me a lot of assignments, and they determine the very fast time to send the assignments, so I must send it on time. Then these assignments and less free time during the day make me very stressed, Totally, I need more break between each subject and less assignment, but I cannot because it is the teacher’s command, we cannot break it at all. Then when I come back to the dormitory, I may relax my self by doing something before I do those assignments to send to the teacher. For instance, I surf the internet for watching video from Youtube, online on facebook, or I may lie on my bed for a long period, but I don’t sleep at all because when I get up, I may get a headache. Moreover, I usually buy and eat some food because I will be happy when I eat it, then after I’m full; I will have the energy, and enjoy with a lot assignments with out tension.

Beyond the limit

When I was 7 years old, I wanted a new bicycle which is bigger and taller than the old one of my sister. At that moment I couldn’t ride bicycles which have 2 wheels as the adult’s bicycle, but I can ride a bicycle for child which have 3 wheels – 2 wheels at the back of it-, so I begged my father to buy new bicycle for me. He said that “Okay, but you have to be able to ride it”. Then I was very worry, hopeless, and I thought that no way to get it because I can not ride it at all. One day at the afternoon, my closed friend came to see me at my home while I and my closed friend were watching TV together, I wanted to ride my friend’s bicycle which has 2 wheel, so I went out and tried to ride it by my self. I tried it again and again till I have lots of wounds at my elbows and my knees. I thought that if my friend can ride it, so I must ride it for a new one. Eventually I can ride by my self, and I pound of myself too much because I never think that I can do it today. At that moment, my father saw me too. Then he bought a new one which was red for me. Now, I don’t know where it is.

Happiness

Happiness is the excellent feeling that everyone wants to touch it as long as they can. It can always happen every time and every where in your life no matter what a part of one minute in the jail because you get very good news, but the happiest period for me is the time when I sleep because I may dream. Each time that I dream, I must always dream about my self with my friends, some or all of persons in my family, anyone no matter what teachers or the persons that I sometimes used to see them but never know them before. There are a lot of events happen in my dream, and I am happy with my dream. Even though I will sometimes cry out, but I want no one to wake me up because I can not continue my dream for the next time. Some of my dreams are bad, but I always think the dreams which bad will become good as Thai ancients said. More of my dreams are nice, especially when I dream to someone who fascinates me because I can be that person’s lover easily, but in fact I cannot. When my dream end, or I wake up. I will review my nice dream again with a big smile before I get off the bed, and I remember it. I am very happy and glad because although it cannot happen in my real life at all but it happens exactly in my dream, and no one knows. And then I might smile all the day because of the dream.Happiness is the excellent feeling that everyone wants to touch it as long as they can. It can always happen every time and every where in your life no matter what a part of one minute in the jail because you get very good news, but the happiest period for me is the time when I sleep because I may dream. Each time that I dream, I must always dream about my self with my friends, some or all of persons in my family, anyone no matter what teachers or the persons that I sometimes used to see them but never know them before. There are a lot of events happen in my dream, and I am happy with my dream. Even though I will sometimes cry out, but I want no one to wake me up because I can not continue my dream for the next time. Some of my dreams are bad, but I always think the dreams which bad will become good as Thai ancients said. More of my dreams are nice, especially when I dream to someone who fascinates me because I can be that person’s lover easily, but in fact I cannot. When my dream end, or I wake up. I will review my nice dream again with a big smile before I get off the bed, and I remember it. I am very happy and glad because although it cannot happen in my real life at all but it happens exactly in my dream, and no one knows. And then I might smile all the day because of the dream.

Gluttonousness

Would you like to eat your favorite foods more and more or unlimited? If you’re so, you are gluttonous. It is not only you but also me. And then let me tell about my gluttonousness. I can still remember my gluttonous experience well. When I was young about seven – eight years old, I was very stubborn at that moment. I wanted to eat strawberry to much because I saw it in the television, and I thought that it was very beautiful, so it must be the most delicious fruit in the world at all. These were the inspirations for eating my lovely strawberry, so I begged my mother to buy strawberry for me. She said “okay, but you had to have breakfast first”, and I said “Okay mother”. Next day in the morning she bought raw strawberry, she kept it in the refrigerator then she told me that “strawberry is in the refrigerator but you have to have breakfast first” and then she went out. When I heard that I walked straightly to the refrigerator and found my lovely strawberry. And then I ate it with the salt and sugar more and more with out washing. It was very delicious as I thought. At that moment I didn’t have breakfast as I promised my mother, but I ate all of strawberry. Next about thirty minutes I was not fine, and I wanted to throw up and then I was throwing up about two – three times while my mother was coming back. She led me to see the doctor. The doctor told my mother that “he ate something too much or some toxic in the foods”. I was wrong; thereby I had to eat breakfast every morning as my mother commanded. And now eating raw strawberry is not the problem for me, but every time that I eat strawberry I have to think of my bad gluttonous experience.

Fear

Fear, the feeling which everyone has in their mind, no matter what, they are the king, they are rich, or the persons who tell you that “I don’t fear anything at all.”, but they have to fear at least one thing in their life, exactly me and my closed friend too. I have story about a fear of my closed friend; it happened in last year. My closed friend is very cheerful. She can do everything that she wants, because she does not interest in others’ sight at all. One day she and I found a pretty boy and his female friend; especially she found him everyday, but nothing still happened in her life. One day, she and I were waiting for the EVT to come back the dormitory, she saw that boy with his female friend. Then the EVT arrived and stopped that pretty boy and his female friend get in, and there was only one seat for her and me. Then that pretty boy said that “There was an available seat behind me” and then she said “Thank you”, but she did not get in the EVT, because she wanted me to go with her too. Eventually, she fell in love with him because he is a pretty gentleman. At the same time she was so sad immediately because she fear that girl would be his girlfriend. However, she knew his first name from his other friend, and she looked his schedule. Then she went to the room that he would study to meet him everyday, but she did not dare to regard him directly because she fears that if he knew that, he would hate her, and she would be disappointed. One day, she came to me and asked me that how I should do, and I suggested her that if you really want to know him more, you will dare to greet and talk to him first and then you will know him more. You must not fear. If you fear, or you are shy, you will not get what you want at all. Next day she did everything that I suggested, and she was so glad because she knew that he had no any girlfriends at all. That girl is only his friend. Finally, they became friend and then become a couple until now. One day in last semester she told me that “if I don’t dare to do the things that I want in the past, I will lose everything that I have today because of fear. I shouldn’t fear the things that haven’t happened yet, I won it, and now I’m the winner. Thank you my lovely friend.”